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i <3 reunions..

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 16:00:20 GMT

SMKTM ... high school.. class of 2002

seemed like yesterday yet it was 7 years ago....

a bunch of us girls annually meet up to just catch up and have fun

tonight it was potluck, christmas exchange presents, camwhoring, tons of laughter and ice-cream sticks

hahahha.. =) thank you girls for being part of my life..

it is fun to just catch up like this and have memories of the nonsense that we used to do and are still doing..

1 Cor 13:8

Thu, 26 Nov 2009 01:52:20 GMT

LOVE never fails

not writing people off

is one of the hardest things to do

to look at them and have a little faith in the greatness in them

it's easy to just stop believing in people

just coz they've made ONE mistake

but to really truly believe in them

to look past the mistake and to stand by them

to tell them, if you don't succeed, try again

to love bcoz love covers over a multitude of sins

many who have no hope just needs that one person

who will believe in them, cheering them on

to invest in lives

dear God, help me be that ONE...

and the greatest of these is...

Tue, 24 Nov 2009 12:44:11 GMT

LOVE

Romans 8:38 - 39

For I am convinced that neither death nor life,

neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future,

nor any powers, neither height nor depth,

nor anything else in all creation,

will be able to separate us from the love of God

that is in Christ Jesus our Lord

1 Peter 4:8
.... love covers over a multitude of sins

jaw drops

Mon, 26 Oct 2009 04:33:09 GMT

*pushes jaw back into place*

i'm still always in awe and amazement

when God responds sooo quickly

decided to spend time in the piano room

after being bored and rounding uni for a bit

been struggling a lot with just knowing whether i'm hearing Him clearly

or is it just what I want or is it just what other people are saying

pouring my heart to Him while i worship

just asking Him to confirm or even just point me in the right direction

going home, decided to pick up book and head to toilet

hahhhaha .. God is soooo random.. ;)

and BAM!! Habakkuk 2:2-3 (The Message)

And then God answered: Write this.Write what you see.

Write it out in big block letters so that it can be read on the run.

This vision-message is a witness pointing to what's coming.

It aches for the coming - it can hardly wait! And it doesn't lie.

If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way.

It will come right on time.

and Prov 16: 9

' in their hearts, human beings plan their course, but the Lord established their steps.'

Darlene wrote:

So I breathe a sigh of relief and get going with what I have in my hand today,

trusting the Lord to steer me in the right direction

The particular chapter was titled 20/20 Visions and Dreams

to pen down those things in your heart,

those thoughts and not be afraid to dream the impossibilities

And its been recurring thing that has been spoken to me

through people and through sermons

still 3 days countdown till dateline for decision

at least i'm getting somewhere..

u surprise me...

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 15:44:11 GMT

as always..

though i may not be looking for you sometimes

you seem to find me at the randomest moments

you make me catch my breath coz you're

drawing me back, where i know i belong

i can't believe its friday

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 14:55:48 GMT

ohh my goodneessss.. its friday

6 days and my parents, sis, cousin and granparents will be here

whooooaaaa.. im excited..

lol.. about graduating yeaaaa...

but also coz family will be around!!

this week has been spent a lot hanging out

coz the weather has just been tooooo good

chelsea beach on tues with faith,zhou and marc

threw sand on each other alot and just chilled

badminton with ocfers n after that

dinner with zhou and old UL members at kotaraya on wed

it was pretty nostalgic

rach,yas,glenda,zhou,dez,kuohao and i

thurs was chaddys with glenn,glenda,zhou and chien aun

partly to find pressie for yas for L.O.L (love our leader)

and partly for fun just because ... hahahah
this is glenn and the piggy n its cape that we got for yazo

friday... the last ocf of this year officially..

funny how time just flies past you without you even noticing

laughed a lot tonight because of the dress up leaders thingy
supposed to dress them up with the armor of God
yas looked like a spray pesticide auntie (left pic)
kait was an alien, lyn duno what and kang wei was a shopaholic (right pic)

and the cell presentations for their leaders were such awwwww moments

tomorrow taking leigh out for her belated bday present

then its to the scienceworks thingy (some star wars exhibition) with zhou and abhi....

woots.. gonna be a long weeekend

thank you is all i can say

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 01:09:34 GMT

at war

Sun, 18 Oct 2009 13:40:07 GMT

with myself

with everything around me

a constant battle

can't lose this now

just push it through

i need You

when you wish upon a star...

Sat, 17 Oct 2009 13:21:57 GMT

tonight, You revealed Yourself through many ways,big and small
unspoken words, laughter, relationships, testimonies and encouragements
You are a faithful God and always good
amazing as always

****************************
one of the nights last week
it was a clear night, full of stars
was just musing, wishing that i had a car
so i could drive off somewhere to watch the stars
and just admire it all
the next day, vie, dan, faith, glenda and i
went on a mini excursion to carrum beach
it was soooo cold... but exactly what i was wishing for
just chatting in the still of the night
enjoying the stars and the company
i even got to see a shooting star.. hehhe =)
major happyness... (i know its spelt happiness.. )

n tonight, just being monkeys in the playground
topped the entire day off perfectly...
thanks for your loadfuls of laughters
random moments, and just for being yourselves

Belyuen Missions Trip Video

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 06:25:49 GMT